Missing them...

Did not sleep well last night and don't think I will tonight either.... I miss them so much, my angels, Kiersten & Brooklyn. It appears that 27 months later another little wave of grief has crept up on me, so amazing how it happens. I sit and wonder what might have brought it on, and I think I know.... a combo of the holidays, and learning of some recent losses. The losses are of 2 people I went to High School with. I think to myself 3 people in the same H.S. within the last 2 years have had these terrible losses, and I am sure there could be more. It's just SO, SO sad.... and as my heart breaks for them, it begins again for me, the freshness of the feelings I felt not so long ago. I pray that one day there story will end like mine, with a little miracle, another blessing from above that they can keep with them on earth. Love you baby girls, you are always on my mind and forever in your mama's heart.